Week 8 Trauma and Aha
[Trauma] I dropped the phone out of shock. My heart felt like it had completely stopped, like it had been stuck in an LA traffic jam on a Friday afternoon. I could feel my body quivering and my emotions started to to transition from sadness to anger. Not at anyone specific, but only myself. I couldn’t believe I was never going to see him again. All the years he took care of me, looked after me, risked his own satisfaction just to put food on the table. To think my last conversation with my own father will be an argument where I selfishly told him I hated him, if only he knew it wasn’t true. I will miss him more than he knows, because he has taught me the art of working hard and moving forward...I will carry on his legacy through generations. I walked away from the dangling phone in tears only to flare up out of anger. I was screaming, in fact I did not even know what I was saying. I had to release what ever was taking over me. I could feel the adrenaline flowing steadily thr...